Change

Wow... how do I even begin? Change is something that everyone looks forward to at some point.. but right now... I do not like this at all. I miss people, I miss things.., I miss me. Graduating, getting a job, going to college, it's taking me away from all that I've known. I don't know people anymore... I don't do anything except work and study and go to school... and I'm most definitely not myself.. I know it sounds strange but I probably haven't been me in about two yrs... It makes me sad. That is all.... I guess that's the main reason for this post.... is just to clear my mind... but I haven't been me in so long... idk if I can again... or if I should... because in some ways I'm better... but now instead of being unhappy about other people... I'm unhappy about myself.. =[