24 July, 2010

Nostalgic

Nostalgic

1. Of or characterized by nostalgia
         2. A person who indulges in nostalgia

Nostalgia

1. A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past.
2. The condition of being homesick; homesickness.


This is my favorite word, because it constantly describes how I've been feeling.

Going Green??

   So, I must admit, I am not a green person. However, I do have ideas on the situation. Such as, there are so many run down buildings that can never be fixed. Why don't the owners tear them down- get rid of the materials and plant grass, flowers, or trees there? It would really help the ecosystem and it would also get unsightly buildings out of here.
   My personal opinion is that the world really will end in 2012. The Earth isn't as cool as it used to be, actually it gets hotter everyday. And I am not just talking about summer, It has been so hot- when since I since been born it has been snowing here in December, now I can wear shorts outside some winters. I think that the world is so polluted and etc. that some of the things that hold this world together are starting to fail. The Bible says that this world will explode into fire in the morning like a lightning strike. That is not the exact words. However, it is close enough for you to get the meaning. What if the lightning strike.. is the sun exploding? And crashing into the Earth? Scientist say that Sun's light could possible go out, like many other stars. But what if Sun's light doesn't go out? What if the Sun explodes?


Any comments welcomed, I would like to have a discussion on this.

22 July, 2010

Road Rage

   This is something that everyone gets. Something that keeps me somewhat calm is to remember how I used to feel when I first started driving. There are more than a handful of new drivers everyday. I have to admit, I'm still not that great of a driver and that I get nervous easy. However, keeping in mind what makes me nervous and what irritates me helps me drive better. Here are a few of those things.
1. I don't like someone going 20miles under the speed limit. So I try to go the speed limit or only slightly under at all times.
2. I don't like people being on my tail, therefore I don't get on theirs.
3. I would much rather people passing me then riding right behind me the hole time. It makes me less nervous. I haven't mastered going around people unless I have to yet, because changing lanes terrifies me. But I am working on it.

16 July, 2010

Friken mad >=,[

So, after little sleep last night, I got up to clean the entire house so that my boyfriend could come over later. That includes: washing-drying-folding clothes, taking out the scraps, unloading and loading dish washer, washing some dishes by hand, cleaning out a few cabinets, straightening up the living room, sweeping the hall-living room-dining room-kitchen-and laundry room, taking the garbage out, and cleaning my room. After that I decided I would take a shower.
I can take somewhat long showers, because we never run out of hot water(which I love).
I took a 20min. shower. 
It really was not as long as some days, but when I got out, I notice my cell phone had like 30 missed calls. I looked to see who they were from. Half were from my brother, the others from my mom.
I also had a text message from my mom saying "Where are you at?"
So I decided I would text her first. So I replied saying, "I'm at home, I've been cleaning the house, and just got out of the shower." And she replies, "K, call your brother he needs your help with something." 
So I called my brother. And he was a total cuss word to me. He said, "Where have you been?" And I said "cleaning, I didn't have my cell phone on me". "Well, why didn't you answer the house phone?" "I took a shower" "No you didn't, you can't do both, either you was cleaning or you was taking a shower, I've called 20 times in the last 5 minutes! Where have you been?" "I've been here! I've been cleaning from the time you left til about 20 minutes ago when I got in the shower." "MHM, yeah right, you've been.." "SHUT UP!!" *Click* Yes, I did hang up. Which is not nice, but he wanted my help and all he was doing was criticizing me. I wasn't going to help him, because he felt no need to respect me or the truth, and that makes me more angry that anything. After that I texted him and told him if he could not respect me I would not help him. He has not tried to call or text me back. I guess to my family, I am not worth being respected. They always say I should demand respect from everyone, but when I do from them, I hardly ever get it.

10 July, 2010

Charles Jerome Pennington



I love this man with everything I have. I want the whole world to know how much I love him, but I guess blogspot will have to be the biggest part of it, because I can not actually proclaim it to the whole world.
The year of 2010 has been full of ups and downs so far, but everything has been okay, because Charlie was by my side for it all.
He means so much  to me.
He is my whole world, not just a piece of it.
When I tell him "I love you" it is not something to just to fill in blank conversation;
it is because there are no better words to describe how I feel about him.
Me and Charlie have been together a little over six months, and it has been a little over a year since we first started talking.
He keeps me interested. ;)
I like that about him.
We carry on very good conversations.
I love him so much!!

08 July, 2010

Job Corps & etc.

While I am very pleased with this program I am doing, it is really starting to interfere with what I want to do.
My brother is stationed up in VA and there was a chance, me and my twin and one other person could ride up to see him before school starts back, but being in this Job Corps program.. school starts back in a week. =[
I was really looking forward to getting to see him.
On the other hand, maybe I can visit him on our first break or something.
Job Corps is a really great opportunity that I do not want to miss out on, but I do miss my brother.


Also I found my long lost brother today.
No, he is not my actual brother, but I have always thought of him as one.
I met someone named Kori at Job Corps and added her on facebook, and what do you know, Nic had posted on her wall!! It is a small world! =]
I have not been in contact with him for around eight years!
I was so excited!
Still am.
The adventures of Britney, Nic, Brandon, and Cassie can still continue!
I miss the old days!!